F on the pain scale

Unfortunately since stopping the anti-inflammatory medication as per presurgery recommendations my hip and leg pain has increased greatly. It may be helping improve my attitude and readiness towards thr but it has led me to reach 'f' on my personal pain scale, which is the point when I start swearing. Under normal circumstances I rarely swear and when I do it is pretty mild. However the increased pain is bringing back the swearing I went through after my first surgery. Even though its just to myself, the fact that this time around I have hit stage f at 8 days preop could be a bad sign!